Some of these poems reflect deep depression and even suicidal thoughts. I share them not because this is the attitude I recommend but rather to show that I have had my discouragement. I can identify with your pain and your sadness. I can even relate to doubting God has your best interest in mind. But take heart my friends. God knows what He's doing. What He gives us, the world can't touch. The world doesn't give it, and the world can't take it away. Always look to God and how best to do His will. Your troubles will pass.