My Best Try



I try to escape,
Yet she haunts my dreams.
No one can hear
My muffled inner screams.

I have no nightmares
When I am asleep.
It's when I awaken
That to me they do creep.

Sometimes I close my eyes,
And then I wonder why,
Why this hasn't happened
When I've given my best try.

My many efforts fail,
Just like they always do.
I finally own the world,
And now she hopes for two.

I've given my best try,
And now here's my last breath.
I hope I'll find some peace
In my self-inflicted death.



Written in 2000
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